Womanhood as Experienced in Childbirth: Psychoanalytic Explorations of the Body

ABSTRACT

Evaluating data from interviews with 30 first-time mothers predelivery and postdelivery reveals three pertinent themes: fear of bodily damage, immense pride and awe about producing a baby, and circumscribed terms of true womanhood. Data demonstrate an evolving pressure on some women to deliver vaginally without medical intervention or pain medication and to nurse a baby exclusively without formula as a marker of womanhood. Psychoanalytic theorists have explored the unique trajectory of growth from girlhood to womanhood wrestling with the unconscious meanings of pregnancy and motherhood. Not enough focus has been placed on the unconscious meanings of actual childbirth itself. Qualitative data illustrate the current social pressure on women to adhere to an unspoken norm regarding womanhood. This article examines contemporary issues of awe, fear, and performance anxiety reported by childbearing women and evidences a need to augment our understanding of female psychosexual development around unconscious tasks unique to giving birth.

KEYWORDS:

• Pregnancy
• postpartum
• childbirth
• genital anxiety
• female development

Acknowledgments

This article was possible thanks to the openness of 30 pregnant women who shared intimate stories of their first experience of childbirth in order for there to be a better understanding of this pivotal moment in women's lives. And many thanks to my editor, Rene Biel.