Abstract
In this paper, I describe my ongoing journey with Daniel, a patient with a severe dissociative disorder. With detailed explorations of major enactments, I illustrate how issues around desire, excitement, and intimacy shape our eroticized transference-countertransference imbrication and compel episodic relational states of deadness and terror. Reflecting on the shifting roles of dominance, submission and states of dissociation, I explicate the powerful effects of spontaneity and self-disclosure in the navigation of seemingly intractable stalemates.
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Shelley Heusser
Shelley Heusser, MAClinPsych, is a psychoanalytic psychotherapist in private practice in Johannesburg, South Africa. He is also a supervising psychotherapist, and co-founder of the Johannesburg Relational Therapeutic Alliance study group.