ABSTRACT
Autoethnographic scholarship interrogating father–son relationships and masculinity adds to our understanding of father–son relationships through the critique of dominant models of fathering that may harm intimacy. This autoethnography explores one turning point that occurred between the author and his father when they experienced the death of a mutual friend. This event became the catalyst in the relationship, which the author illustrates through narrative vignettes to show the struggles that exist, and highlights a view on father–son relationships and masculinities that challenges masculine norms in order to (re)create a valued relationship. The goal of this narrative is to offer an opportunity for others to reflect on identity, relationships, and masculinities in their own experiences and relationships.
Acknowledgments
An earlier version of this article was presented at Central States Communication Association conference and was the impetus for my dissertation. The author would like to thank the reviewers for their valued acuity and critiques, Dr. Sandra Faulkner for her thorough and thought-provoked editing, Dr. Beth Suter for her encouragement and support, Dr. Kathryn Hobson for her constant strength, validation, and insight, and, of course, my dad.