Desiring intimacy and building community: young, gay and living with HIV in the time of PrEP

Abstract

The negative effects of stigma on men living with HIV within gay communities are well-documented. However, few studies have examined the experience of intimacy for men living with HIV as a consequence of the widespread availability of pre-exposure prophylaxis (PrEP). This study explores the effect of PrEP adoption on the lives of men living with HIV in one of the first cities that made PrEP widely available, and where adoption had already been in place in treatment trials prior to FDA approval in 2012. In-depth, semi-structured interviews were conducted with six gay men living with HIV under 40 years old in San Francisco, California. Transcriptions were coded using interpretative phenomenological analysis. Four key themes relevant to experiential changes within the gay community post-PrEP rollout were identified: (i) the desire for intimate connection; (ii) remembered experiences of stigma; (iii) men who do not take PrEP are suspect; (iv) and an awareness of the changing meaning of HIV. The findings suggest that, post-PrEP rollout, men living with HIV are experiencing dating, sex and community in ways that reflect a general reduction in the experience of stigma surrounding their HIV status. This suggests an important social impact of PrEP in reducing HIV-related stigma beyond the primary prophylactic effect.

Keywords:

• Pre-exposure prophylaxis
• gay men
• HIV
• stigma
• intimacy

Acknowledgements

We thank the study participants who so generously donated their stories, time and experiences with such candour and vulnerability.

Disclosure statement

No potential conflict of interest was reported by the author(s).